Month 1, 5dpo.
I did ovulate this month, and hopefully
swimmers have done their job. If not, change of plans. No matter how
much I wish I could detach from myself, I absolutely cannot BD with
someone I'm not interested in a relationship with. DD is a nice guy,
but I have zero mental or physical attraction to him in a romantic
kind of way. I'm just not the woman who can, with a clear
conscience, sleep with someone I have no interest in ever being with.
I will be good to go on insurance here
in 2 weeks, when my coverage starts. I'll be visiting an Obgyn and
getting a referral for an RE. I plan to look into known donor via
IUI. Its certainly not the most pricy option, and I don't have to
sleep with anyone. Ayden found out for me that using donor sperm only
adds a little bit to the bill, so that is also looking like a
possible option.
I'm going to keep using my herbs if
this month didn't take to regulate my cycle and work on bettering my
nutrition and fitness while I further work out my plan. 2 weeks (and
finishing my 2ww to boot) will give me plenty of time to work on some
of my habits.
I did get a new car, so Monday morning
it is job search day. I'm so ready! Gotta get that moving and IUI
money.
I wish I had more to post, but these
are all my updates for now!
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